saddened kid

to my dearest

2008-11-23T15:51:00.001-08:00

I LUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUVLUV YOU! <3<3

LDC 1 and MY RSM opportuinity

2008-11-17T16:05:00.000-08:00

Harlows everyone.. I have completed 3 camps and 2 more camps to go.. the latest camp i went to was LDC 1 where i was RSM ( Regional Sergeant Major ) which you know from the name is a very high postition where you get people to do stuff for you, report to you and you go around checking that everything is ready for the next activity 2 hours in advance.. This was the best camp i every had as i had learnt the most from this camp as i was being drilled by sir Melvin and the officers and primers.. thanks to them that i have learnt alot of stuff..
This camp was the 1st camp i went to and cried 3 times.. i criend once at night as i thought that i was a failure. 2nd time was when i got scolded as i did not have enough RESPONSIBILITY and the 3rd time when i went to Sir Melvin to ask him a question.. Anyway to end this post i will tell you what i have learnt through the 3 days of camp and the drillings..

What I Have learnt..

Responsibilty in EVERYTHING i do..
Details is important for Excellence..
Leadership is given by GOD and not materialistic wantings..
Everything i do i do it for GOD..
Stand up to lead and to shine as GOD wants you to be a leader..
It is okay to cry, cry when none of your men is around

i hate this song ( because it was written for you )

2008-08-23T23:51:00.001-07:00

Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you’re tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,
I may be sad,
But I’m not weak,
This situation is bleak
And your puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.
Until Sunday I’ll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesturday’s not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you
Drown your fears with me
I’m feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don’t need
The sadness they have seen
But you’re way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can’t find
The moment you said goodbye
This is becoming a problem I’m hurting it’s unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to loose
Until Sunday I’ll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesturday’s not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

This Is Why I Like You

2008-07-29T00:44:00.000-07:00

There are many reasons why i like you and why i would wait for you eventhough i have moved on.. The reasons are simple but yet complicated.. The reasons are, you make me happy eventhough we hardly talk like all da simple things you said to me or through my friend to tell me like when i said i can never pass chinese she said jiayous and when mr syamsul called my mom.. she said next time just listen to him.. This few little things really help me to forget all my troubles and make me happier but my chinese can never pass.. You are humble and not brag like me eventhough i do not score as well as she does and is not as good looking as her.. She does not admit that she is gorgeous, adorable and really amazing in everything she does and which is
humble.. She also knows how to respect peoples feelings and know how to comfort them when they are in need, but i have never been comforted by her but i know from the friends around her... So yea... This are the things that i like about her...

p.s : i love you